I love it when God takes over and you can totally see his hand working in plain sight. It's interesting though. How doubt tries to sneak in and take over.
The Harris house is undergoing some big changes. Matt and I have been praying and really trying to decide what our family needs to succeed in the future. Things aren't working in the trying to make life work with what we have department. And when things aren't working the best thing to do is look at what you can do to change for the better. Matt went back to school full time this summer and went to working part time. I in turn have been working a part time job, teaching preschool, and babysitting. We haven't been able to make things work. It's time to make changes. We looked at putting our house up for sale. We both feel like it's our house payment that needs to go. The sign went up last Saturday. We've been praying for things to work out and scared of all the details. We were looking at a short sale. In the mist of the conversation and thought of selling the house. The idea came up that a friend of the family might be looking to rent. So Sunday they came and looked at the house and decided by monday that they want to rent the house. So the Harris family is packing up and Matt's parents have invited us to come live with them. Matt is in the process of finishing their basement.
So how do I feel about all this? I do have to say that I am finally coming to terms with the idea. When we first started the paper work to sale. I cried alot. I still cry. But I can honestly say that I have prayed for Heavenly father to calm my heart and help me to know that this is what we need and that we are going to be ok. It helps that I have great friends and family that are all being so greatly supportive and believe we are doing the right thing.
I was so worried about leaving all my friends behind. I have made so many friends in my neighborhood. And this ward has become my family. I love them all. But I've been thinking it may not be the same. But they will still be my friends and I sure hope they will still call me and let me come hang out and be part of the crowd. Technology is great these days no reason to lose touch. Especially when I will be less than 10 min. away.
I just can't believe how quickly things are falling into place. I know it's not going to go so smooth. But I guess when things are supposed to happen Heavenly Father prepares the way. I have until the last week in March to get things gone through and packed. This will definatly be an adventure.