A BABY!!
Maxton Andrew Harris was born Nov. 1.
7 lbs. 19 in.
We had scheduled Nov. 1st hoping to get through Halloween, for the sake of the boys and the fact that I didn't want to miss it. We made it to that day. We had to be there at 5:30 a.m. We got there, got prepped and found out that we had been bumped and my doctor couldn't get into the delivery room until 5:30 that evening. That bummed us out. But the anesthesiologist came in and told me that if I hurried I had 15 min. to eat before I couldn't. So we ran down to the cafeteria and I had a good breakfast. Than Matt and I went and took a much needed 3 hour nap. Than headed back to the hospital and finally they got us in.
I wasn't scared this time. I was more anxious about leaving my other boys. Not that they weren't in good hands. (Thanks Nadia!!) But because I am the mom and I do it all. But once I got on the operating table it all sank in and the memories of what all I would have to go through in a c-section. I started to freak out. Matt and the anesthesiologist were both right by my side and trying to be entertaining and distracting. It sort of worked.
This was my 4th c-section. I have never really got to see the details of what goes on. I've always worried that it's nasty and that we miss out on the "beauty" of delivering a baby. Matt and the anesthesiologist had a fun time taking some good pictures for me. I personally think they are beautiful. I left out quite a few though.
It's amazing to see and be able to create something so beautiful and breath taking.
I am in awe everytime I have a baby, of the sacredness that comes with having a baby. Nothing in this world compares to the feelings that come from knowing that me and my eternal best friend created this little guy together. He's ours. Heavenly Father has trusted us with this baby to teach him and help him reach his best potential. I am so thankful for each of my boys.
My doctor is so awesome. He remembered from last time my special request. To this day he still thinks it's funny that I want to see "my gooey baby" before he's all cleaned up. There's something about seeing that face for the first time. Goo and all. I love it!! It's my favorite.
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